I feel that I need to express my utter dissatisfaction at my lifestyle at the moment. Particularly my life in JHB. I am totally unmotivated to do my masters, I feel like I'm not achieving anything, I feel that my social life is pushing on my decision-making abilities, with too many people that I want to spend time with, and too little time, and poor "saying no" abilities on my part.
Most of me would like to restart my life somewhere as a hermit, but since I know that that isn't at all possible, I need to jack myself up (somehow), start prioritising, start saying no, and find out what I actually want to do (besides get out of this hell-hole). Oh, and do my masters.
Terri is the most organised and jacked up person I know, so I'm going to elicit her help with this small project of mine.... For starters, I think I'm going to try going to bed earlier, in an effort to get up earlier, to cut out the loop of not getting anything done before lunch cos I only got to varsity at like 10.30...
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Thanks for the compliment. Sadly I fear that often "organised" is how it appears on the outside and not what it feels like on the inside :)
I'm happy to help where I can though.
Let me know how you manage to break that getting in late cycle! I'm still trying to figure it out!
I'm feeling very much the same at the moment. And I'm not really sure what to do either...
Me too! I would suggest a support-group but that would involve more procrastination...
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