I have always had issues with that gigantic thing called “trust”. Probably because I have been hurt so many time by people who were close to me. From family doing the whole “teasing a shy girl will make her less shy” routine (it only made it worse, until I grew up enough to tease back) to friends in school sharing confidences, turning on me or worse.
So, understandably, I’m not entirely comfortable trusting people. Even close friends, who have never given me a reason to distrust them. Once my trust is broken by a person, good and proper, I find it exceptionally difficult to ever confide in them again – to which some people will testify even today. So, in the spirit of sharing bad poetry (I have no idea where that sentence came out from)…
Fragile, porcelain Trust
Shatters
On cold, hard Life
Fine shards never fit back into place
Partly fixed?
Partly whole?
Can Trust ever be truly absolute again?
Wholly restored, like a broken vase?
They say
Time
Is the best healer
Anyone else feel similarly about trust?
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